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Sunday, 30 November 2014

Ill and homework

Hello! I'm ill this weekend and I might not be able to go into school tomorrow :( I know it's weird to want to go into school, especially on a Monday, but I get homework in every lesson on Mondays, and my friends are silly, so I never actually end up getting my homework assignments. I was ill last Monday as well, but this week I've just got a really crappy cold and a temperature. :( I don't like this.

On another topic, is anyone doing the #thelinesproject ? I know that I am. Search online for '#thelinesproject'. I am drawing 5 lines on my wrist: red, orange, yellow, blue, purple. I have a really good friend who has got to draw all seven and I really just want to tell her housemistress about it so they can help, but I know she'll never forgive me if I do. Are any of you thinking of doing it? It won't be embarrassing, think about it as a statement. You've gone through so much, but your still here! There's a video a watched recently of one of my favourite you tubers, Emma Blackery, performing her song 'The Promise' and she said a speech beforehand about her childhood and how she came about to write the song. And, in the middle, just when she's about to start singing the song, she says my favourite quote ever, the quote I have on my bedroom wall. The quote a have on a key ring. The quote I have as my phone lockscreen. "You may hate me, and you may wish I was dead, but I'm not going to give you the damn satisfaction." - Emma Blackery

Thursday, 27 November 2014

Just clearing things up

So hello! I am the girl you are reading about! And I'm anonymous! Yyyyaaaayyyy! Just another girl who was inspired by Zoella! YAAAAAYYYY!!! Yes, I was inspired by Zoë Sugg's recently published book, Girl Online (available in all good book stores and Amazon (:). Zoë and Penny (the main character in the book) have made me a lot more comfortable with my anxiety because now I know I'm not alone. I'm just going to lay it all out simply for you people. I am a teenager, I am english, I suffer from light depression and panic attacks, quite a lot of my friends are depressed and self harm in several ways, I go to counselling every week (but I miss history, yay!), I go to a wonderful school that my family can't pay for, so I'm on a 100% bursary, my parents are divorced and my family has to sell my childhood home. So yeah. That's my life in a nutshell (with a few bits taken out, I've got to leave some suspense in here). Just a warning, I will either be very emotional or very comedic in these posts, so don't be worried if I'm very sad one week and then talking about balloons the next. I'm quite odd, in case you hadn't already noticed. If you're still reading at this point, and have managed to understand everything, then I CONGRATULATE YOU!!! Uh, yeah, so, um, yeah. Byyyyeeeee. Oh my goodness, I used a lot of brackets in this...